一切在天雨之下圓滿結束了。
這兩個多星期以來，慰問的訊息不斷，認識的，不認識的；熟悉的，和不熟悉的，衷心感激每一位關心我們的親朋戚友。嗯，其實我還好。只是偶爾在夜闌人靜時，回憶會找上心靈的缺口乘虛而入，然後帶著淚眼睡到天亮，又再開始忙碌的一天。
前兩天，心沉甸甸的壓得我透不過氣，情緒難以抒發。這些年來回家數次，每一次在離港閘口即使捨不得仍能期望下一次重聚。然而這一次跟你道別，就是永遠的告別了，如何不捨這一天還是要來了。
有人說過，要想知道一個人生前人緣如何，看其死後出席葬禮的人數多寡就一清二楚了。你的葬禮，出席的親朋戚友絡繹不絕，整個靈堂都是人，熱鬧得很，正是你最喜愛的熱鬧。他們有的在摺元寶，有的在細數跟你的種種軼事，有的在互相安慰，有的紅著眼看著你的遺照發呆。當中有好幾個你的舊同學多年不見我還能認得出來。知道你最不喜歡見到我哭，但我還是有點失控了。跟妹子捧著你的遺照坐上靈車上山那段路，我們都感覺到你就在身邊，我們姐妹仨總算又在一起了。能陪伴你走最後一段路，那一刻妹子和我都默不作聲，靜靜享受那個時刻，情緒反而慢慢平復過來了。
你走後，在我們心裡面留下一個缺口。我答應你我一定會堅強起來，用愛和回憶將這個缺口慢慢填滿。我會永遠記得你的好，你無私的愛和叮嚀教誨。
約定你，那邊見。
Monday, March 21, 2016
Thursday, March 3, 2016
永遠愛你！
Freddy今天跟我說他misses姨媽，我想孩子大概知道你已經離開了，到了一個很平靜很快樂的國度去。
從Freddy 出生以後你一直都視如己出般看待，你對孩子的愛是永遠無法取代的，就如你在我們每一個心目中都是獨一無二。我們和孩子以你為傲！
姐，好好安息，永遠愛你！
Lonely is the home without you,
Life to us is not the same;
All the world would be like Heaven,
If we could have you back again.
Life to us is not the same;
All the world would be like Heaven,
If we could have you back again.
A light from our household gone,
A voice we loved is still,
A place is vacant in our home
That never can be filled.
A voice we loved is still,
A place is vacant in our home
That never can be filled.
The happy hours we once enjoyed,
How sweet their memory still
But death has left a vacant place,
This world can never fill.
How sweet their memory still
But death has left a vacant place,
This world can never fill.
Wednesday, March 2, 2016
May you find some comfort here
In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
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